Chapter
22 Steady, Just because
(Yuruginai, Doushitemo)
Emi chan's note :
Joy, joy, joy, joy, jo~~~~~~~~~y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
^_^ Maron has a new uniform in this chapter!
It's their summer one and it's cute!
note :
text in []
are actions
flashbacks
[Birds are
chirping]
Maron : [thinks]
It's morning already...
[Chiaki is
lying next to her in bed]
Maron : [thinks]
Chiaki!?
[She stays
quiet]
Maron : [thinks]
That's right... After I listened to Access' story, I blacked out...
[Maron notices
Chiaki's arm around her]
Maron : [thinks]
He held me all that time. Chiaki...
Maron : Thanks...
[Door shuts]
Access : Oi! Chiaki! Wake up! Wake
up! Good Morning!
[flies around
Chiaki's head]
[Chiaki grabs
him and hugs him]
Chiaki : Maron...
Access : I'm not Maron~~~~~~!
[flutters
around]
[Chiaki opens
his eyes]
[He slams
the door open]
Chiaki : Maron!
[Maron is
smiling]
Maron : Morning, Chiaki! Sorry,
I used your kitchen without asking.
[Chiaki stares
at the breakfast]
Access : Ahh----! Finally, I can
have a meal!
(Access has
hotcakes)
Maron : Chiaki, do you have Japanese
style food in the morning...
[Chiaki pulls
Maron close and hugs her]
Maron : Chiaki?
Chiaki : I thought you'd gone again...
Maron : I.. I'm fine! I'm different
than I was back then!
Chiaki : Ma....
Maron : Come on, eat and get ready!
We'll be late for school!
[Maron smiles
at him]
[Chiaki seems
relieved]
(at school)
Maron : Miyako! Hey---! We waited
for a long time! You could have said something
if you were going to go early by
yourself!
Miyako : It's my choice! [thinks]
Nuisances should get out of the way!
Maron : Miyako is so cold!
Chiaki : Did we do something to
make her angry?
Minazuki kun : No! Toudaiji san
got a bad mark for her midway test so she
had to stay for the extra lesson!
[Miyako turns
into a SD duck and pecks at him]
Minazuki kun : Waaaah! But, but!
Maron : But aren't extra lessons
usually after school?
Miyako : I asked them to make it
this morning. I have to keep afternoons free.
I don't know when the capricious
kaitou might appear!
Maron : .... Jeanne might never
appear any more.
Miyako : Hm?
[Door opens]
Pakkyamalao sensei : Okay, okay,
to your seats!
Maron monologue : The rosary turned
into stone and I couldn't transform any more.
Everything I had done so far, had
it all been a waste? Is there nothing I can do
now?
[Maron has
her rosary under her desk]
[Chiaki puts
his hand on hers]
[They smile
at each other]
(flashback)
Fin : I've
hated you for a long time!
[Maron snatches
her hand away from Chiaki]
Maron monologue : No. I can't think.
I can't think about it.
[Maron is
playing basketball and is rather aggravated]
Maron : Ugh...
[She jumps
to shoot]
(flashback)
Fin : I hated
you for a long time!
Maron : [thinks]
No!!
[There is
a loud crash]
Voices : Maron! Kusakabe san!
Maron : [gasping]
Sorry....
Girl : No, it's okay. Are you okay
Maron? You're sweating a lot...
Voice : Maron!
[A hand grabs
her shoulder]
Maron : No!
[Maron slaps
the hand away]
[She turns
to see Chiaki]
Maron : Oh.. Sorry... I...
[Chiaki frowns,
then picks Maron up]
Maron : Wha... N.. No! Let me go
Chiaki! Chiaki!
Chiaki : She's been feeling unwell
since this morning. I'm taking her.
Girl : Ye.. Ye~~s!
[Miyako watches]
(at the medical
room)
Chiaki : The nurse doesn't seem
to be here. I'll bring your uniform and clothes so
wait a minute okay? Okay, Maron?
[Maron sits
with her head bent]
Chiaki : .... Maron?
Maron : Don't be kind to me...
[Chiaki stares]
Maron : I... I told you I couldn't
answer to your feelings. But I'm still okay with all
these hopeful things you do to me...
I'm becoming dependent on your kindness... I might
just be using you, Chiaki! Just
because I want someone, anyone, to be kind to me. I might
be using your feelings! I'm a horrible
girl! So just leave me alone!
Chiaki : Maron... Maron, calm down!
I...
Maron : No! Don't touch me!
[Chiaki gets
angry, then kisses Maron]
Chiaki : I don't care if it is...
Before... I deceived and hurt you really bad so I thought
to myself that it wouldn't be a
surprise if you hated me forever... So I'm happy that you've
forgiven me about being near you.
I don't want anything back so even if I'm just being used,
I don't feel like I'm being deceived.
I'm happy. Thank you... If you want someone to be
kind to you, depend on me the most.
Maron : ... It's not true. I'm sorry...
I'm not using you, it's not true... I'm.. Sorry...
[Chiaki hugs
Maron]
Maron : I'm so scared... Fin's words
won't leave me.
Maron monologue : Someone I loved.
Someone who told me they loved me. They said they hated me.
It was only that one thing -----
Maron : I feel so scared that everyone
in the world hates me... I'm so scared!...
[Maron has
a flashback of the basketball hoop]
Maron monologue : What am I going
to do. I have to think a lot about Fin and what I should
do. I can't stop thinking and I'm
so confused. I can't come up with an answer.
Chiaki : It's okay Maron... Don't
think about anything right now... It's okay to go slowly...
[Access floats
over]
Access : Chiaki! I was looking for
you! (I rang your rosary so many times too!)
Chiaki : ..... [frowns]
Access : There's an evil spirit!
It's a job!!
[Minazuki kun
is hyped up]
Minazuki kun : Yeah! Tonight I'm
going to capture Sindbad!
[Miyako ignores
him]
Minazuki kun : What's the matter
Toudaiji san? You don't seem to have any energy. Are you
sulking because there isn't an arrival
notice from Jeanne?
Miyako : Hm...ph. Well..
Chiaki : Well I'll be off. I'll be
back soon.
Maron : Mm, bye!
[the door
shuts]
[Maron turns
to the mirror and sees her face]
Maron : What a pitiful face.
Maron monologue : I haven't met
Jeanne in a while... And I probably never will. There's
nothing I can do now...
Fin : Oh, left behind are we? Princess.
Maron : Fin!
Fin : [laughs]
Don't give me a face as if you've seen a monster!
Maron : Wha... What did you come
her for?
Fin : I came to invite you. Won't
you be one of us? I'll let you be Jeanne again. And then,
I'll give you back these.
[Fin shoes
the chess pieces]
[Maron has
a flashback of the basketball hoop]
Fin : It's all right. Even if God
disappears, humans will be saved. They're different to
angels and they are beings that
are independent from God. Let's fight together
like we did before.
[Noin is floating
outside the window]
Fin : There's nothing you can do
as a human, Maron.
[Maron has
a flashback of the basketball hoop]
(flashback)
Chiaki : I
don't want anything back. So it's not that scary, to live and believe in
people.
[Maron smiles]
Maron : I don't want them. I didn't
make desperate efforts because I wanted the reward,
"I'll get anything I wish for".
I made the effort for you, Fin. So do what you want Fin.
But I'm sorry, I don't want to be
one of you. Even though I can't be Jeanne, I'll still
fight. It's true that there's nothing
I can do, but... Anyone can try.
[Fin frowns]
Maron : I want to try so that God
and humans can be happy. I also want Fin and... the Devil
to be happy. I don't want just one
or the other! I'm greedy, don't forget.
Fin : Don't talk like you know!
You don't know anything!!
[Fin grabs
the rosary]
Fin : This thing!!
[Fin throws
the rosary out of the window]
Fin : [laughs]
Serves you right, if you don't want to be one of us. Here...
[Maron jumps
off the balcony]
Noin : Jeanne!!
[Noin catches
Maron and they fall]
[Silk comes
running]
Silk : Noin-sama! How dare you do
that to my Noin-sama...
[Silk turns
human]
[He hits Fin]
Silk : Noin-sama~~~~~~!!!
[Silk cries
and drags Noin]
[Fin flies
away]
Fin : Hmph!
[Miyako taps
her feet]
[The police
try to catch Sindbad]
Miyako's dad : Hm? Miyako chan,
what's the matter?
Miyako : Mmmm.... Sorry Dad, I'm
going home.
Miyako's dad : What!?
[Miyako walks
out of a convenience store]
Miyako : [thinks]
Maron... I hope she's okay. That idiot! She's ALWAYS making me worried.
I can't even get jealous! But I
guess I vented my anger a bit too much.
Miyako : I'll apologise.
[Miyako walks
past and sees Maron on the ground]
Miyako : Maron!
Maron : Mmm...
[Maron gets
up]
Maron : Huh? I was supposed to have
fallen down 7 stories, but I'm not hurt. This place...
[Maron looks
outside]
Maron : Where am I... It doesn't
seem like Japan...
Voice : Who's there? Is someone
there?
[Maron turns
and sees]
Maron : You are...
Woman : My name is Joan D'arc. Who
are you?
Miyako : Maron! Hold on Maron!
END OF CHAPTER 22